Out of Sight, Out of Mind… Again #suicideprevention

so its been a while since i've posted anything, and its because for the last month and a half i have been thinking (probably over-thinking) about how i should continue with advocacy; IF i should. if you have been following my blogs since the beginning or for a while, you would know this is strictly …

Retreat & Relapse #suicideprevention #anxiety #gethelp

i've developed this TERRIBLE habit of completely holding all of my emotions in due to the fear and stigma that comes with being open. 100% hypocritical on my part because i've pushed for openness throughout this whole blog.. well... its the purpose of it. to encourage other to be open and free, yet i can't …

Open Letter

a long time ago someone, i don't remember who, told me it was a good idea to write a letter to someone who may have hurt you in the past or has some sort of significance in your life and never send it. that way you can get some sort of closure from that situation …

Trust #suicideprevention #love

just because you ask someone to be honest with you it doesn't mean they will, and loving someone doesn't obligate them to love you back. because of that it (and more) seems like we have to trust more than anything else. we have to trust people with our thoughts, feelings, secrets, and innermost desires... we …

How My Mind Works #suicideprevention #depression

hopefully those who have been following YNF since the beginning know that i'm not trying to make it seem like recovery from depression, suicidal thoughts, or anxiety is a walk in the park. to prove it, i would like to get a little more personal with you by telling you how my mind works sometimes... …