there were a couple of times in my life that i was EXTREMELY suicidal…
during those times i remember the people i’ve loved the most in my life (all 3 of them, 2 of which i was in love with) saying “you need help,” but never really knowing how to help me, yet wanting me to stay alive “for them” if not for myself. what average human really knows how to be helpful to someone who is so down on themselves? what average human really WANTS to know?
i can’t remember the last time i told myself that i love myself… i’m not even sure that sentence makes sense, but yea, i’ve never really took the time to […]
“there’s an underlying love there…”
wait, what? why is it underlying? how can love, something that should is and should always be grand with all intents and purposes, be underlying? and why would anyone hinder love by shoving it underneath the surface?
there’s something to be said about the person who lives to make other people better…
to clarify, there is a difference between living for other people, and living to make other people better. the former implies, quite frankly, being a doormat and allowing people to walk all over you. the latter implies adding value to someone’s life. bettering yourself AND others.